It is stirring upon me everyday now...the more that I know...the more I don't even want to know..the more I wish I hadn't known...

My grandma has cancer. I'm afraid. I have come home to hear so much devastating news going on...what do I do? How is this playing a role in my life? What can I do to make it better for them? How is God going to use me in their lives to make an impact?

I don't know, but I want to know, now...so I can take action..

Lord use me...please. They need You and everything of You. I am near them...but You are so much nearer..but if it is in Your great will, please use me in their lives in some way that is a glorification to You.

Your love has no bounds...
why can't mine be such as that? why can't Your people have such a mere reflection as such love?

Lord...use my love to be alike as Yours...to pour down like rain unto those who need the steadfast love in their hearts and lives...