this...isn't a title anymore

i'm not sure how to really explain how i feel at this moment after all i've been hearing and finding out since i've been home.

i feel i'm on that roller coaster of emotions.

i just want to keep running...and...not ever turn back because maybe something will decrease in thought that the worry will decease itself.

well...i know i intend this blog to be mainly all about my faith and for it to be example for others to observe upon to see how they can work on their own faith and to be a ministry to other's lives and their relationships with God..

right now, i really just need to write here what's on my heart as a worry.
Today, my mom had to take my grandma murrary to the hospital. they are putting her on blood pressure pills now. she just was out of the hospital a week ago because of breathing issues...(she's always having issues with that) and now...it's not only her blood pressure, but my grandma may have cancer.
i'm afraid for her.

I have faith that our God is so great and almighty that He will heal her. He will bring peace and rest to her body. He will call her home to Heaven one day so that she will no longer have to suffer on this Earth. Maybe that's what is His will, I don't know...I can't question nor predict it. I can only have faith in knowing what the Bible says to me and how God loves us.

God loves...and I know He loves Grandma. He will bring peace to us knowing she will be okay in His healing hands. We shall praise Him for all that He does in our lives...the blessing she is in our hearts...we shall continue the thanks and praises to Him.

I have my fear because I am insecure there...I am fearing not only because of insecurity in that aspect, it's because...I'd rather suffer than her. I cannot stand knowing..she may have to suffer in such a way. I love her.

God's will is His will. I pray that His will be done according to His great wonders.

Praises to Him forevermore.

Just pray for healing, peace, guidance, and rest in my family, please and thank you. I don't know who all actually will read this or anything, but if you do pray for my family, I am very thankful and appreciative. God bless you and may the Lord keep His blessings on you and your heart, and may He be a lamp to your feet as He is to mine.

Keep praying in times of hardship. We persevere in this time. He uplifts us. It is well in our souls.

May the Lord keep you in the journey of faith in both light and dark.

<3 Mak