Dear God,

I want to know You. Lead me to You.

I am a child doing nothing, but sobbing over confusion
and the feeling of being conflicted.

I feel so conflicted and confused of how You want me to be in Your kingdom...
Where should I stand?

I know I need to be patient. I'll see the will You have given me over time...
but I am a child wanting to know now. I know that isn't right.

I need Your mercy. I need Your unconditional love. I need Your wisdom. I need all that You are.

I am lost without You.

I'm sorry I have ever ran from You.
I am a runner who keeps running, stop me now. Stop me now I ask, You, Lord.

I want to stop where I am, be still..and know that You are God and praise Your name above all names. I want to praise You all the more than I say I want to...

I want to know You like I've never known You before....renew my soul, Lord.


I know that I am blessed by Jesus and blessed to know that I have all these great people in my life. Why would I ever run?

I don't understand myself at times, but You know me better than anyone else. That..I am thankful for.

Lord,
I pray that there is clarity in Your will for me, and what You want me to do in Your kingdom to glorify You and all that You are.
Keep me safe from all temptation and sin so that I may live a life that is glorifying You and all that You are! I want to know You and glorify You in all ways possible that are given to me.
Help me to use my talents for You and Your kingdom to minister to others and be a guidance to You.

Glory be to You.
I am sorry I don't praise, pray to You..nor seek You as I should...forgive me and lead not only me, but others in my life, in Your kingdom to You! We need You.

Thank You my Lord. I praise You for all the rest of my days. Praises are to You for all that You do. For the guidance, wisdom, faith, unconditional love, and forgiveness You give to us, and me. You're holy and mighty.

I praise You for the love You show unto me and Your people. Thank you Lord for blessing us in the ways You have.

Thank you for using people that are in my life to help guide me to You. I would be almost nothing with out them and You. Thank you. Continue to bless them and their lives.


I lift this up to You, because there is nothing else I could do.

<3
Mak