Have you ever?

To whom it may concern:

Have you ever wondered about your past actions?

Have you ever stopped to take the time to think?

Have you ever wondered about how I even felt?

Have you ever stopped to apologize?

Have you ever wondered what it would do to yourself?

Have you ever stopped to wonder why it does to me?

Have you ever wondered what it does to our relationship?

Have you ever stopped to wonder why?


Have I, myself done you so wrong?

Have I ever hurt you to the very extent that I hurt?

Have you thought about the future?

Have you thought about how others are affected?



Have you ever cared for the way that I care about you?

Have you ever cared to be thankful?

Have you ever cared to be content?

Have you ever wanted something healthy with us?

Have you ever just thought to be more than what you are now?

Have you ever even cared to treat me with respect?


Have you ever dared to remember that blood is thicker than water?


Oh, my brother...

We are at sea...lost....sailing different routes....

with minds split apart like two worlds...

The storms never cease nor do they still in calm within our worlds...

How is it that the wave of anger rises to where it never crashes?

Have you ever thought the thoughts that I do?

I have said things, too.
Won't deny it.

Respect, I still have, but slowly it sinks to the bottom of the ocean floor...

never a bubble rise.

Gasp for air
Gasp for one last thought of...


knowing there is a chance for us to survive the storms.



Have you ever thought that we'd survive a storm on two different seas within our own sails?
I have faith.
I steer to adjust my ways just for you to know...


I'd go the distance to show how much you mean to me.

One sided...I can't help, but feel...

Oh, brother,

When did you become lost at sea?

When did you decide it was okay to be a sailor with such language and disrespect?

Have you ever wanted to
grab another boat and set sail the correct path?




I, the young one sailor in the world...
wish that you'd come back to shore and never sail afar again...

it's a rough world,
that I know,
yet know..

you mean more to me than these strings pulling us apart.

you mean more to me than an entire crew of mates


because you're the ultimate friend who needs a friend like me.


We don't know each other.
Never a call.

I call out far,
no answer.

Do I hesitate?
Yes.
Though, God gives me hope...

that you'll return to your ways and trust in what could be like gold.

richer in blood than these earned gold pieces...

we'll reach that climax one day that is seen on the map...

sailing together with support and rich in a relationship than anything else...

I want you to be.





You're my brother.
I love you.
Don't stray away.
I try and try...
where else do I go from this point?

Lost, I am.
Found, you shall be.

Love is the key.
Know that you've got mine
Despite all hardships we face,
the arguments,
disagreements
and the fact we are two different people...

I love you still because blood is thicker than water..

Often, I wonder, "have you ever" simply for the fact...

I love you my brother and want what is best for you.


Shocking, but I want a brother/sister relationship. A healthy one.
Not anything different.

Have you ever thought about how close we could be?
Have you ever thought that your love runs deeper with family?


I know I have.
Have you ever?